37_a_lockdown
Looking back I suppose if everyone had done that we could be in a different situation but I do n't feel that bad about it - it meant a lot to my grandparents .

%3 0037_0001__Looking looking 0037_0002__back back 0037_0001__Looking->0037_0002__back [dir] 0037_0003__I I 0037_0001__Looking->0037_0003__I [arg0] 0037_0004__suppose suppose 0037_0004__suppose->0037_0003__I [arg0] 0037_0005__if if[cnt][cnd] 0037_0004__suppose->0037_0005__if [arg1] 0037_0006__everyone everyone[quant] 0037_0005__if->0037_0006__everyone [restriction] 0037_0011__could_0037_0012__be could_be 0037_0005__if->0037_0011__could_0037_0012__be [scope] 0037_0007__had_0037_0008__done had_done 0037_0006__everyone->0037_0007__had_0037_0008__done [scope] z_0037_1005 _ 0037_0006__everyone->z_0037_1005 [restriction] 0037_0010__we we 0037_0011__could_0037_0012__be->0037_0010__we [arg0] 0037_0014__a_0037_0016__situation a_situation 0037_0011__could_0037_0012__be->0037_0014__a_0037_0016__situation in[clr][prd2] 0037_0007__had_0037_0008__done->z_0037_1005 [arg0] 0037_0009__that that 0037_0007__had_0037_0008__done->0037_0009__that [arg1] 0037_0015__different different 0037_0014__a_0037_0016__situation->0037_0015__different [attrib] 0037_0017__but but 0037_0020__n't n't 0037_0017__but->0037_0020__n't [conj2] z_0037_1014 [abs] 0037_0017__but->z_0037_1014 [conj1] 0037_0021__feel feel 0037_0020__n't->0037_0021__feel [scope] z_0037_1014->0037_0001__Looking [restriction] z_0037_1014->0037_0004__suppose [scope] 0037_0021__feel->0037_0003__I [arg0] 0037_0023__bad bad 0037_0021__feel->0037_0023__bad [prd2] 0037_0028__meant meant 0037_0021__feel->0037_0028__meant [prn_comment] 0037_0023__bad->0037_0009__that about 0037_0022__that that 0037_0023__bad->0037_0022__that [modifier] 0037_0028__meant->0037_0003__I [arg0] 0037_0029__a_0037_0030__lot a_lot 0037_0028__meant->0037_0029__a_0037_0030__lot [arg1] 0037_0033__grandparents grandparents 0037_0029__a_0037_0030__lot->0037_0033__grandparents to 0037_0033__grandparents->0037_0003__I [genv]
arc(r_0037_0001__Looking,r_0037_0002__back,dir).
arc(r_0037_0001__Looking,r_0037_0003__I,arg0).
arc(r_0037_0004__suppose,r_0037_0003__I,arg0).
arc(r_0037_0004__suppose,r_0037_0005__if_cnt_cnd,arg1).
arc(r_0037_0005__if_cnt_cnd,r_0037_0006__everyone__quant,restriction).
arc(r_0037_0005__if_cnt_cnd,r_0037_0011__could_r_0037_0012__be,scope).
arc(r_0037_0006__everyone__quant,r_0037_0007__had_r_0037_0008__done,scope).
arc(r_0037_0006__everyone__quant,z_0037_1005,restriction).
arc(r_0037_0007__had_r_0037_0008__done,r_0037_0009__that,arg1).
arc(r_0037_0007__had_r_0037_0008__done,z_0037_1005,arg0).
arc(r_0037_0011__could_r_0037_0012__be,r_0037_0010__we,arg0).
arc(r_0037_0011__could_r_0037_0012__be,r_0037_0014__a_r_0037_0016__situation,r_0037_0013__in__clr_prd2).
arc(r_0037_0014__a_r_0037_0016__situation,r_0037_0015__different,attrib).
arc(r_0037_0017__but,r_0037_0020__n_apos_t,coord_conj2).
arc(r_0037_0017__but,z_0037_1014__abs,coord_conj1).
arc(r_0037_0020__n_apos_t,r_0037_0021__feel,keep_scope).
arc(r_0037_0021__feel,r_0037_0003__I,arg0).
arc(r_0037_0021__feel,r_0037_0023__bad,prd2).
arc(r_0037_0021__feel,r_0037_0028__meant,prn_comment).
arc(r_0037_0023__bad,r_0037_0009__that,r_0037_0024__about).
arc(r_0037_0023__bad,r_0037_0022__that,modifier).
arc(r_0037_0028__meant,r_0037_0003__I,arg0).
arc(r_0037_0028__meant,r_0037_0029__a_r_0037_0030__lot,arg1).
arc(r_0037_0029__a_r_0037_0030__lot,r_0037_0033__grandparents,r_0037_0031__to).
arc(r_0037_0033__grandparents,r_0037_0003__I,genv).
arc(z_0037_1014__abs,r_0037_0001__Looking,restriction_).
arc(z_0037_1014__abs,r_0037_0004__suppose,scope_).


IP-MAT ILYR ILYR PP-SCON-ABS IP-PPL2 VAG Looking ADVP-DIR ADV back NP-SBJ PRO I VBP suppose CP-THT-OB1 IP-SUB PP-SCON-CNT-CND P-CONN if IP-ADV NP-SBJ Q;_nphd_ everyone HVD;~cat_Ve had IP-PPL-CAT DON done NP-OB1 D;_nphd_ that NP-SBJ PRO we MD;~cat_Vi could IP-INF-CAT BE;~Ipr be PP-CLR-PRD2 P-ROLE in NP D a ADJP ADJ different N situation CONJP CONJ but ILYR NP-SBJ PRO I DOP do NEG;_clitic_ n't VB feel ADJP-PRD2 NP D;_nphd_ that ADJ bad PP P-ROLE about NP PRO it PUNC - PRN IP-MAT NP-SBJ PRO it VBD meant NP-OB1 D a N lot PP P-ROLE to NP NP-GENV PRO;_genm_ my NS grandparents PUNC .
( (IP-MAT (ILYR (ILYR (PP-SCON-ABS (IP-PPL2 (VAG Looking;{look})
                                            (ADVP-DIR (ADV back;{back}))))
                      (NP-SBJ;{PERSON_C} (PRO I;{I}))
                      (VBP suppose;{suppose})
                      (CP-THT-OB1 (IP-SUB (PP-SCON-CNT-CND (P-CONN if;{if})
                                                           (IP-ADV (NP-SBJ (Q;_nphd_ everyone;{everyone}))
                                                                   (HVD;~cat_Ve had;{have})
                                                                   (IP-PPL-CAT (DON done;{do})
                                                                               (NP-OB1;{EVENT_C} (D;_nphd_ that;{that})))))
                                          (NP-SBJ (PRO we;{we}))
                                          (MD;~cat_Vi could;{can})
                                          (IP-INF-CAT (BE;~Ipr be;{be[in]})
                                                      (PP-CLR-PRD2 (P-ROLE in;{in})
                                                                   (NP (D a;{a})
                                                                       (ADJP (ADJ different;{different}))
                                                                       (N situation;{situation})))))))
                (CONJP (CONJ but;{but})
                       (ILYR (NP-SBJ;{PERSON_C} (PRO I;{I}))
                             (DOP do;{do})
                             (NEG;_clitic_ n<apos>t;{not})
                             (VB feel;{feel})
                             (ADJP-PRD2 (NP (D;_nphd_ that;{that}))
                                        (ADJ bad;{bad})
                                        (PP (P-ROLE about;{about})
                                            (NP;{EVENT_C} (PRO it;{it}))))
                             (PUNC -)
                             (PRN (IP-MAT (NP-SBJ;{PERSON_C} (PRO it;{it}))
                                          (VBD meant;{mean})
                                          (NP-OB1 (D a;{a})
                                                  (N lot;{lot})
                                                  (PP (P-ROLE to;{to})
                                                      (NP;{GRANDPARENTS_OF_C} (NP-GENV;{PERSON_C} (PRO;_genm_ my;{my}))
                                                                              (NS grandparents;{grandparent})))))))))
          (PUNC .))
  (ID 37_a_lockdown;speaker=c))